Dear Heavenly Father

I will lift mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help! My help cometh even from the Lord who hath made heaven and earth!

Thank you so much for not failing us despite our faithlessness. Thank you for taking so good care of mum and always enveloping her with so much love from all those around her. I want to thank you for this marvellous work You wrought in her life and showing me that You are indeed true and living. Without You we cannot have moved through this storm. Thank you for being here all the time even though we fail to see you, forget to look up to you and totally throw up our hands when things didn't go well. Inspite of all my folly, doubts and fears, Your mercy and loving kindness shine through.

Thank you Lord for using mum to teach me about what I can do through You. To let You have full control of her life. Because You lead, now I ask that You will lead in my life and show me what You want to do with my life. Make my path straight and clear and extend my influence Lord, like You extend mum's. I want to ask that You fill me with Your Holy Spirit such that I can see the path before me and take courage to do it.

Thank you for making mum a miracle. Thank you that the tumor marker came down from 700 over points to 200 within a short span of three months. We know it is You and only You. You led us to the right people and at the right time provided us with the refuge and solace. Indeed mum is safe in your arms. Thank you for granting Doctor Toh wisdom and giving him the positive spirit each time mum goes and sees him. Please continue to use this doctor who is also Your child to save more lives and comfort the tired patients. Please continue to use my mother to be a testimony to all her friends and give her the courage to speak about Your goodness and not be modest of what You did in her life.

Lord, what will we do without You? Lord what will we do because we have You? May You continue to lead us. May You continue to shrink the tumor and grant mum with more energy each day to fight the cancer. Keep her Lord in good health. Use us her children to be an encouragement to her and cheer her on. Lord also give us, her children the wisdom to know how to fight along side with her. Give us Your children the joy along this journey to carry on for Your glory. We are tired, very tired. Please heal Rebecca. She is sick and very sick with the flu too.

So Lord tonight, bless all those who prayed for us with peace and love. This world needs You. May You comfort all those who are weary and seeking. May You continue to reveal Your goodness to them so that they too can find REST.

I will declare the glories of the risen Lord. I gladly bow my knees. You are LORD. You are GOD.

Amen!